Gems from my Journals

“I feel guilty for not being able to condense myself down into fewer notebooks.”

“What we like about each other is that we hang out with each other.”

“I relax people because I am so anxious that I make people calm me down and that makes them feel in control and confident.”

“Things I FAILED at today: writing, reading, being productive, limiting myself on the internet, not crying, not watching too much tv, not putting myself down.”

 ”____ told a story about abortion flags that had us in tears, laughing.”

“Tried to write. Finally I gave up and watched American Idol.”

“I avoided writing all day.”

“I got a weird painting of a dog and sunglasses with a pink background and Star Wars sheets which I promptly sewed into a dress.”

“Then I went to Target for rechargeable batters and came back with two flowered dresses and one flowered jumpsuit.” 

“I took a masterful shower.” 

(These are from my April/May notebooks.)